"the other one"

 So today was a really productive day Got a lot dont esp in class... it was great!!! i'm hella excited because 8 days left!!! 8 days for summer school.. its almost OVER! SCORE!...
 
I got my naps in today... i've been really tired... hella putting myself out there never getting reconized for nething! but whatever thats besides the point.
 
- do you ever get the feeling that the people who u think care about you TALK HELLA SHIT behind your back? Well Yeah for some reason i got that feeling... well i get that feeling when im around some people. It hurts like a lot but i make the best of space and give it to whom ever needs it. I fall out thinking things through... and really its the dreaded cotillion practices....I'm sorry jennelle but this is the worst yet. I have never has so much bad feelings... so much bad vibes coming from everyone or mostly everyone. I stay because I love you. I stay because your my sister... to speak the truth I had my moment where I was thinking of dropping out. Because seeing your brother was to much for me to handle. But i scarificed me suffering... me trying to get through everything seeing him everyday... Just so that it wouldnt be hard on you! I did it because i LOVE YOU. Your my sister and i would never leave you hanging like that!
 the thing that happened today that got to me was that.... we "started" practice and well like stanks was having a problem... yet again another member lost! replacements? suggested camille... and well...  i dea... DUDE!!! auntie came out and was like hey neneng y dont you ask yuong barkada ne jeffrey... you know the other one....  JEFF: NOOO!!!! JENNELLE SAID NO!! man.. it stuck in my head and well it hurt!! i'm over it... got through the night  talking to Ctal and Kaka... it started with  kaka ctal mom and wang... then because us 3 and mom  was telling wang a story. we had hella laughs... Ctall your funny i stil have my cherry.. I have my V card! what a dork! I got peged in the head by and ice cube... ry threw it... and watched jeff ry and chris down some beer... really interusting! yepyep!!! FUNNY STUFF!
 
i guess it was an over all okay day!

 

I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD EVER FALL IN LOVE... I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE YOU! I SPOKE TO FUCKIN SOON BECAUSE I DID FALL IN LOVE... AND IT WAS WITH YOU!!!