I never said life was fair!!!
but DAMN... it sucks!
I personally would like to know how he feels? if he's happy and all that other junk! anyways!!!! I'm on the verge of passin that line! I'm soo almost there! I want to bad to pass that line, but DANG! I donno its hard because I dont want to do it... i want to go back to when we were okay! when we were like "inseperable". I miss how you would go up to me and ask me if there was somthing wrong, then you would talk to me about it even tho i didnt want to. you always used the line "no secrets... we said no secreats" We made that promise to each other. I never broke it. But you did several times I hella let u slide. I believe in making promises and keeping them.It always hurt when you broke it. I never break a promise because there was once an insadent that happened where i broke it and well it ended off in a bad note. I made a vow to myself that i would never do that again. I guess it was different for you. I DONNO... whatever....
It hurts a lot sometimes but then i try my best to not think of you...
I wanted to get away everytime u were there... I always put up a front acting like i was okay when in reality i wasnt. You would walk in and i was like FUCK...there was a time when i was about to have a breakdown and you were right there.I wanted to RUNN... I wanted so bad to get away to never see you again. I never wanted to talk to you. I never wanted us to end is all...But i can't help what happened. I can't help it at all.. I wished that i never pushed u i wish i never gave u that feeling I FUCKED UP there... but...
I think the reason why i'm not letting you go is because well I fell for you liking you.... we did what we did... but its not just that...I FELL IN LOVE. I never said it to you because i was scared... but now that we are no longer a "item" I RELIZED IT... that I LOVE YOU... i guess its my bad i was trying so hard no to lose you but in reality i lost you by doing that
but DAMN... it sucks!
I personally would like to know how he feels? if he's happy and all that other junk! anyways!!!! I'm on the verge of passin that line! I'm soo almost there! I want to bad to pass that line, but DANG! I donno its hard because I dont want to do it... i want to go back to when we were okay! when we were like "inseperable". I miss how you would go up to me and ask me if there was somthing wrong, then you would talk to me about it even tho i didnt want to. you always used the line "no secrets... we said no secreats" We made that promise to each other. I never broke it. But you did several times I hella let u slide. I believe in making promises and keeping them.It always hurt when you broke it. I never break a promise because there was once an insadent that happened where i broke it and well it ended off in a bad note. I made a vow to myself that i would never do that again. I guess it was different for you. I DONNO... whatever....
It hurts a lot sometimes but then i try my best to not think of you...
I wanted to get away everytime u were there... I always put up a front acting like i was okay when in reality i wasnt. You would walk in and i was like FUCK...there was a time when i was about to have a breakdown and you were right there.I wanted to RUNN... I wanted so bad to get away to never see you again. I never wanted to talk to you. I never wanted us to end is all...But i can't help what happened. I can't help it at all.. I wished that i never pushed u i wish i never gave u that feeling I FUCKED UP there... but...
I think the reason why i'm not letting you go is because well I fell for you liking you.... we did what we did... but its not just that...I FELL IN LOVE. I never said it to you because i was scared... but now that we are no longer a "item" I RELIZED IT... that I LOVE YOU... i guess its my bad i was trying so hard no to lose you but in reality i lost you by doing that
YOU SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO ME ABOUT IT. I COULD HAVE CHANGED THAT.
On the reals i miss you so much! You dont know dude... MY HEART goes out to you...
I did fall... I fell in love thats what happened and now im STUCK!
I guess thats all...
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