interusting!

hey there people of america...or i should say the very many people that know i have this. which is only a hand ful.. actully not even a handful. 4 people almost but not quite there.

I had a conversation with my BROTHER jovs, I love this guy!
heres how it went

EYEDENTITyabba: yo
JovVeRsAtyLe: yo....
EYEDENTITyabba: the movies at 930
JovVeRsAtyLe: what are we watching????
EYEDENTITyabba: i forgot the name
JovVeRsAtyLe: whose gonna go???
EYEDENTITyabba: umm..
EYEDENTITyabba: jeff jennelle
EYEDENTITyabba: justine
EYEDENTITyabba: jay
EYEDENTITyabba: me
EYEDENTITyabba: you?
EYEDENTITyabba: and i donno
JovVeRsAtyLe: yup and VAl.....
EYEDENTITyabba: okay
EYEDENTITyabba: right on
JovVeRsAtyLe: imma bring her with me...
EYEDENTITyabba: koo koo
JovVeRsAtyLe: Kinda like her....
EYEDENTITyabba: i figured
JovVeRsAtyLe: how???
EYEDENTITyabba: when i saw u sitting on the swing
JovVeRsAtyLe: last night???
JovVeRsAtyLe: oh...
EYEDENTITyabba: and like i donno.. i just had a feeling that u do
JovVeRsAtyLe: we got hella close over the weekend...
EYEDENTITyabba: im "PATHETIC"
EYEDENTITyabba: thats kool
JovVeRsAtyLe: why do you sa so???
JovVeRsAtyLe: say
EYEDENTITyabba: nooo
JovVeRsAtyLe: "Pathetic????
EYEDENTITyabba: it was a joke
EYEDENTITyabba: it sounds better
JovVeRsAtyLe: what was ???
JovVeRsAtyLe: I'm lost now....
EYEDENTITyabba: the pathetic part
JovVeRsAtyLe: sorry I'm slow...
EYEDENTITyabba: naw
EYEDENTITyabba: its all good
JovVeRsAtyLe: word...
EYEDENTITyabba: it sounds better
EYEDENTITyabba: when i say i to you in person
EYEDENTITyabba: so yeah
JovVeRsAtyLe: ohhhhhhh.....ic ic
EYEDENTITyabba: jovver.. can i call you brother
EYEDENTITyabba: hahaha
JovVeRsAtyLe: sure.....
JovVeRsAtyLe: I don't mind....
EYEDENTITyabba: imma call you manong.
EYEDENTITyabba: one of the two.
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah.
JovVeRsAtyLe: no...NO MANONG....
EYEDENTITyabba: im hella stuck...
JovVeRsAtyLe: I don't like that one...
EYEDENTITyabba: okay
EYEDENTITyabba: okay ill call you brother then
EYEDENTITyabba: i miss haning with you!
JovVeRsAtyLe: word..I do too.........
EYEDENTITyabba: i donno
EYEDENTITyabba: i miss a lot of things
JovVeRsAtyLe: Like???
EYEDENTITyabba: i want to go and like speak on it but i dont want to cry
JovVeRsAtyLe: word....
EYEDENTITyabba: even just saying that is bring tears to my eyes
JovVeRsAtyLe: well I'm here for you....
EYEDENTITyabba: i know you are
EYEDENTITyabba: and i thank you for that
JovVeRsAtyLe: *MUAH*
JovVeRsAtyLe: ;-)
JovVeRsAtyLe: Love you Lots!!!!!
EYEDENTITyabba: i love you too!
EYEDENTITyabba: i means a lot to me jovver
EYEDENTITyabba: like seriously
EYEDENTITyabba: i know i can count on you to be there and hear me out
JovVeRsAtyLe: no doubt.....
EYEDENTITyabba: SO THANK YOU
JovVeRsAtyLe: NO....thank you....
EYEDENTITyabba: :-)
EYEDENTITyabba: dude...
EYEDENTITyabba: i donno...
EYEDENTITyabba: im hella stuck
JovVeRsAtyLe: stuck???
EYEDENTITyabba: like... im in the area.
EYEDENTITyabba: okay its like this
EYEDENTITyabba: theres a line...
EYEDENTITyabba: and this line... is basically what im trying to cross
JovVeRsAtyLe: okay.....
EYEDENTITyabba: and the thing is...
EYEDENTITyabba: theres a lot holding me back
EYEDENTITyabba: i want to move on...
EYEDENTITyabba: but i cant
JovVeRsAtyLe: it always takes a lot to move on....
JovVeRsAtyLe: Time sweetheart....
EYEDENTITyabba: and even if i did try to cross that line...
JovVeRsAtyLe: lots of time
EYEDENTITyabba: i go back over
JovVeRsAtyLe: Reflection
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah...
JovVeRsAtyLe: and surrounding yourself with people that can ease you....
EYEDENTITyabba: what do u mean by that?
JovVeRsAtyLe: by ease you???
EYEDENTITyabba: nm
EYEDENTITyabba: haha..
JovVeRsAtyLe: or what...
EYEDENTITyabba: i thought u said... erase
EYEDENTITyabba: i was like What?
JovVeRsAtyLe: ohh
JovVeRsAtyLe: hahaha
EYEDENTITyabba: it took me a while
JovVeRsAtyLe: word...hahahaha
EYEDENTITyabba: i dont even know about that.
EYEDENTITyabba: its hella hard...
EYEDENTITyabba: the thing of seeing him everyday
EYEDENTITyabba: it sucks
JovVeRsAtyLe: Iknow...
JovVeRsAtyLe: it has to be...
EYEDENTITyabba: we told each other that we wouldnt have the awkward feelings but its there
EYEDENTITyabba: and i donno...
JovVeRsAtyLe: You gotta ask yourself why its there....
JovVeRsAtyLe: then when you understand why its there..its easier to dela with...
EYEDENTITyabba: like even today.. the only thing that i said to him was... hi.. and did i leave my watch at you house
JovVeRsAtyLe: deal
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah
EYEDENTITyabba: but see...
EYEDENTITyabba: i dont put it there...
EYEDENTITyabba: i want to talk tohim
EYEDENTITyabba: i want to have a conversation with him
EYEDENTITyabba: i want that... but its like we cant even do that
JovVeRsAtyLe: then do it....
JovVeRsAtyLe: why not???
EYEDENTITyabba: it seems like he doesnt want to talk to me
JovVeRsAtyLe: It "seems"
EYEDENTITyabba: why is that... im the one who has to start the conversation
JovVeRsAtyLe: but is it certain
JovVeRsAtyLe: I don't think so...
JovVeRsAtyLe: Guys are dumb thats why...
JovVeRsAtyLe: we don't know if people need to talk to us even if they ask...
JovVeRsAtyLe: thats just how guys are in general...
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah
EYEDENTITyabba: but i dont need to talk to him
JovVeRsAtyLe: but I'm sure Jeff is more than willing to talk...
EYEDENTITyabba: it want it to be like how im talkin to you
EYEDENTITyabba: i miss him a lot
EYEDENTITyabba: i hella wonder if he feels the same
JovVeRsAtyLe: ic ic...
JovVeRsAtyLe: I dunno yabba...
JovVeRsAtyLe: Time and patience....
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah
JovVeRsAtyLe: and lots of communicating
EYEDENTITyabba: Eh...
JovVeRsAtyLe: communicating that you wanna communitcate
EYEDENTITyabba: IM HELLA HEART BROKEN...
EYEDENTITyabba: but yeah
EYEDENTITyabba: im getting over it
EYEDENTITyabba: i just need to past that line
JovVeRsAtyLe: and I'll help you get across that line...
EYEDENTITyabba: thanks
JovVeRsAtyLe: you gotta get past that line....but...
JovVeRsAtyLe: not alone....
EYEDENTITyabba: thanks BROTHER!!!
EYEDENTITyabba: u cant see it but im crying!
JovVeRsAtyLe: awwwwww....
JovVeRsAtyLe: don't cry.....
EYEDENTITyabba: I LOVE YOU
EYEDENTITyabba: REALLY
EYEDENTITyabba: I MEAN THAT!
JovVeRsAtyLe: Love You Too.....
EYEDENTITyabba: :-JovVeRsAtyLe: cheer up...
JovVeRsAtyLe: we're gonna chill tonight before i go to arizona
EYEDENTITyabba: i'll be there by tonight
JovVeRsAtyLe: Imma miss you guys...
EYEDENTITyabba: tell ate i said HI!!!
JovVeRsAtyLe: all good though I'll see you guys on aim....
JovVeRsAtyLe: hahah
JovVeRsAtyLe: fo sho
EYEDENTITyabba: actully ill write her a letter
JovVeRsAtyLe: 'll let her know...
JovVeRsAtyLe: okay....
JovVeRsAtyLe: sounds like a plan....
EYEDENTITyabba: then i'll give it to you tonight
JovVeRsAtyLe: fo sho....
EYEDENTITyabba: look...
EYEDENTITyabba: something new
EYEDENTITyabba: http://yabbasaid.blogspot.com
JovVeRsAtyLe: gonna save it under my favorites
JovVeRsAtyLe: whatis it???
EYEDENTITyabba: its my BLOG
JovVeRsAtyLe: another type of xanger
EYEDENTITyabba: im switchin over
EYEDENTITyabba: yup
EYEDENTITyabba: this is the original
JovVeRsAtyLe: oh icic
EYEDENTITyabba: i did it all by myself too
JovVeRsAtyLe: I'm afraid i might get addicted if I try it...
JovVeRsAtyLe: hahaha
EYEDENTITyabba: heheh
EYEDENTITyabba: dont its harder then xanga
JovVeRsAtyLe: oh...
EYEDENTITyabba: u have to do all this HTML stuff
JovVeRsAtyLe: good looking out
EYEDENTITyabba: hehe
EYEDENTITyabba: i know you
EYEDENTITyabba: if its something new your gonna try it out
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah...
JovVeRsAtyLe: I have managed to stay away from myspace....
JovVeRsAtyLe: so proud of myself
EYEDENTITyabba: I dont know what everyones doing
EYEDENTITyabba: they are all downstairs laughing
EYEDENTITyabba: yeah
EYEDENTITyabba: i know
JovVeRsAtyLe: where are you????
EYEDENTITyabba: hella anti myspace
EYEDENTITyabba: im the parents room
EYEDENTITyabba: so what are u up to
EYEDENTITyabba: ?
JovVeRsAtyLe: about to leave....
JovVeRsAtyLe: still gotta pick up Val....
EYEDENTITyabba: word
JovVeRsAtyLe: word....
JovVeRsAtyLe: for reals though...
EYEDENTITyabba: are u two gonna hang
EYEDENTITyabba: or come over here?
JovVeRsAtyLe: not trying to get at her
JovVeRsAtyLe: not sure
EYEDENTITyabba: oh..
JovVeRsAtyLe: alrighty yo
JovVeRsAtyLe: gonna bounce out right now....
JovVeRsAtyLe: I'll see ya in a few???
EYEDENTITyabba: alright bye brother
EYEDENTITyabba: see you in a bit!
JovVeRsAtyLe: bye love.....
EYEDENTITyabba: show her ur abs of steel
EYEDENTITyabba: hahaha
JovVeRsAtyLe: hahaha
EYEDENTITyabba: laters!
EYEDENTITyabba: big hug later
JovVeRsAtyLe: pe@ce
JovVeRsAtyLe: no doubt
JovVeRsAtyLe: ;-)
JovVeRsAtyLe signed off at 7:39:43 PM.


THANK YOU FOR THE TALK BROTHER!!!!