so I'm here at home hella chillin... its weird because my parents are always telling me to stay home be productive and shit. but DAMN theres nothing to do!! So anyways I can most deffinatly say that I'm hella tired... i'm hella use to like being out not taking any naps... going to sleep like at 10 or not even that... sleep like at 12 or 1 because i'm on the phone with a hommie! I donno. Whatever... Sometimes i just don't feel like doing shit anymore.I don't feel like talking to anyone just... just being by myself... or even to get away! How would it be like to get away from it all! I want so much to be happy but i can't! its fuckin hard! there is just so much that I personally want to know about you but it's seems as though it's the most impossible thing that I can do! I want to talk like firends. I want to miss you and be missed back! I want so much to be with you. Like I told jovver there is hella things that i miss... but... I can't go back to the past because well thats impossible.
If I were to go back to the past and have the chance to change everything I would make it so that I didnt fuck it up... or I'd have it so that i wouldnt be in the position that i'm in!
I want to say... FUCK YOU! SCREW YOU!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! DONT TALK TO ME AGAIN!!! but shit like that is impossible GRR...
I pray everynight!
my first thought when i wake up... my last thought when i go to sleep at night!
I need to get you out of my head!
i can only pray
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