what to say?

so like it was and interusting day, My cousin May came to my house chilled for a bit and we waited for christy and other hommies. because they said they were going to be late. Any whooz... practice was pretty good. We pretty much finished up the first part. there is like 4 people that still need to catch up....

Jessen buddy... i just worrie about you.

on the other hand... It was chill.. and richel may and I were trying to do coreo for the tahitian... couldnt decided on the song. We liked this one song but... we cant use it because richel and her aunt did coreo to it and shes in the halao. soo its not possible. ITs like stealing you can say.

So yeah... Humm...I'm excited and scared all at the same time. Excited because I have a whole bunch of things going for me. scared because its coming for me. There is a whole bunch of stuff that I to do, my whole perspective on life, time for reevaluating. I want to change how i am around a certain someone. Fix my bad habbits, not be stubborn, Then again everyone has their flaws... and well those are a couple. I just want to do alot fix alot espically my room... thats the first place i want to start. I still have to talk to my parents about it. Tare down a wall... paint it. and put up take down throw away things. So many EFFIN MEMORIES In my room and I want to start OVER.

THE END OF what was SOOO GREAT TO ME... meaningful, special, Filled with mistakes, confusion, stress, LOVE, HONESTY, LOYALTY, which was all ENDED IN HEART ACH!

THIS IS the begginning of it all A NEW START kind of... A NEW SOMETHING.... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT. I'm Just waiting because well... i'm tired of hurting, tired of crying, just tired and wanting to start something new. Naw mean.

WELL YEAH... THERE IS STUFF TO SAY... BUT I CANT SAY IT...
whatelse is there to say...

I.... NM I'm not going to say anything becuase well ITs how i feel and you either know or dont know...

i saw this on something.
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) - of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

HONESTY IS MY MAIN FRAME... I LIE BUT I TELL THE TURTH If you ASK ME.. OR IF I WANT TO TELL YOU... IF NOT THAT I JUST WONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL.

the things that are in italics are the things that I think speak true for me. YEAH... TELL ME WHAT CHU THINK?

jovver-Peace easy

jeff- Peace difficult

abegail- Peace then.