Wednesday, September 15, 2004

blogging... because theres something else important

yeah so like talk about blogging about jeff. I need to cut that doen to a minimuuummm... yeah... so i've decided... so yeah i miss jeff but theres nothing now that i can do to help our relationship. Its down in the drain if i do say so myself. Time for me to move on into something else.. something that is new.

whats going on in my life? well hummm theres not really anything to say. Nothing has really go on. I spent the day chillin at home, maranating in the heat. It wasn't as bad as it was last week... but it was still hot.

So yesterday was fun filled... a little frustration but then not so much. I basically stayd home finally left the house was suppose to go and watch movies with hommies. But ended up coming hella late and ish. so i went to mervens... saw some really nice cloths. No tengo dinero... but still nice. I was pretty happy.. i mean being by myself. I finally met up with everyone... i have reallygood timing if i do say so my self... 5 mins after i sat down karen called me and i asked her if she was out of the movie she said yes. And well we basically chilled i said my hellos... people were hungry... no fast food plans on going to red robin... saw marco. Yep that was good fun.. lots of laughs. watched the guys play the 2 video games that they had. stood in the parking lot for the longest time. said goodbye headed over to justine and rachels place where we played poker... GOOD ISH!!! i had fun... handled my issue... with a tissue.

i hate you jovver... i really hate you because i mean it... mean it. HAHAHA

Mother sucker... JEFF YOU SUCKER... YOU BROKE MY BRACELET. THANKS... GOES TO SHOW HOW MUCH YOU CARE, Didnt even bother to tell me that you broke it!! the heck!?!?

so i was asked the question by someone whom shall remain nameless.. and well being the way that it was asked i didnt like it... the fact that it was in this amount of time, that we spent together. I was unsure. VERY UNSURE... yeah... my answer to you was a NO... sorry there are things that need to be said but i dont know if i can say it now... maybe later.. I dont know. sometime... i'm sorry... for right now thats what i have to say.

GAHHH... I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS DAMN STAGE...


THIS SUCKS ASS!!!!


counting down untill something new

COLLEGE finally....4 days


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