So... like today was the second day of cotillion practice. Still not everyone there. Then again it was a very very productive day. well it was better then i thought it would be. YUP. I was kind of scared. BUT IT WORKED OUT.I got a little irratated by the smallest thing... and i took it out on my partner. I donno
The day was full of BLEH... in the morning time there was DRAMA with the family my parents got mad at each other because of my brother and GAHH.. HELLA PISSED ME OFF but i didnt show it. I just ignored it. It was all his fault that they weren't talking. MOTHER SUCKER. anyways...
I got mad at one point at my partner because i wanted to practice but it seemed like he didnt want to be there at all.

FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM SO FRUSTRATED... I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND BUT THEN I DONT IM CONFUSED STILL even THO WE HAD THIS TALK. HE WANTS ME IN HIS LIFE STILL... BUT IM LIKE.. I DONT KNOW. AHHH... CONFUSION.