i take back everything

I take back everything that i ha ve recently just said to you...

i take back all the nice things i ever said to you.

all i'm really able to say is sorry for being a bitch. but thats it.

after its all over i'm done. I'm guessing its over over because i can't bare to see you or be near you. It hurts to damn much.

i hope that you have a happy life with out me in it. I think me... for you I'm just a problem, or a person you know that you dont give a fuck a bout because when i do talk to you. you dont seem to interusted. you dont seem like you care when you said " i still care for you"

fuck... HYPOCRITE!!!!

tell me to get my proirities straight.... you tell me what ur stressing about and then you dont handle it. no offence.... but you'd rather go to _-_ _ _ _ _ _ instead of being there for me. Nio dbout i thank you for going... un like some... but... it still hurts the fact theres that.
ESP that its the week of.
My thought is...
IS IT REALLY MANDITORY??? i mean you have hella more practices till battlefest.... my cotillion is this weekend. I let it slide the last couple of times because well... my cotillion wasnt last week or the week before. what i'm saying that i'm tired of letting things slide i'm tired of being too... FUCKING NICE for my own good. I did to much to accomidate to everyones sechedual.... (i know i'm being selfish)... ITS MY TURN... ITS TIME FOR ME... don't complain to me. I asked you to do me this favor... i asked you... it didnt mean that you didnt have to say yes.(reffering to everyone) DON'T complain... and dont tell me.... anything because you agreeded.. and if you couldnt do it... well thats all you had to say. I AM AN UNDERSTANDING PERSON... I LET A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS SLIDE... but its this weekend... this weekend is what im impling... IF YOUR JUST DONT THIS TO PISS ME OFF THEN WELL YOU'VE DONE IT. IF YOUR MAD AT ME.. then thats fine.... LETS JUST GET THIS THING OVER WITH AND WE'LL BE DONE WITH IT. WE DON'T HAVE TO SEE EACH OTHER ANYMORE.... (still reffering to everyone)



with out adbout... you all are GREAT... hands down i wouldn't change any of you guys... I wouldn't do a lot of things..... but this time... i donno... we'll see...



ERRRRGGHHHH...