so much to think about.
i'm feeling extreamly tired.... of what.?? well everything. nothing new nothing exciting. nothing to really look forward to. except sometimes the weekends. depending if u know whats going on. other then that.. i dont know.. I'm just tired. I want to do something exciting...i don't know.i really dont know.

SADNESS.... SETTLES IN.
I DON't FEEL HAPPY.........i'm just tired

...I MISS MY BUDDY!!!....
i miss the talks....
....i miss hanging out....
.... I miss your smile....
....your humor....
.... I miss how you would make me laugh....
....I JUST MISS YOU IN GENERAL....



I thought i could hang...
for the most part I did hang. I was all good in the hood for the most part. But when it came down to it all... in the end i did cry.

I still need to settle some difference with you...
I DIRE need of a talk session with you...


IT HURTS.