Friday, December 17, 2004

the wirdest dream ever

my dream started me out at my cotillion night. same senerio.... double tree... kicked out home.... chillin with the hommies there and then... it was the end of a beautiful relationship. with all those i love. MY OHAN.

next think i know the scene changes.

4-5 months later i'm walking down to a hall way which comes to be my church. walking with me is my family and we go in... Mass starts... mass ends. I go and do my daily routine of going to to SELAH and say my hellos say whats up to ALex and Greg. and to my suprise who do i run into. Justine Rachel and Jeff. I was like OMG!!! HEY GUYS!!! hows it going what are ya'll up to? Justine and Rachel tell me that they have to leave.... that was all and then they leave. next thing I know i'm standing outside chatting away with Jeff crackin some jokes... wondering hows hes doing. as that is happening we walk towards the back parking lot where I and my family parked. I asked him what he was doing here and he told me "I remeber you saying long time ago that alex sang at this time and i wanted to come and see... " me:"but that was like last year???" him:"i know...I just wanted to come and see what it was about because last time i rember u invited me to go to mass with you but i didn't come. " me:"oh okay? sooo how are things with you? hows school? and hows.......?" "schools okay you know same ol same ol..." me: "figures...." him:"whats that suppose to mean?" me:"nothing, but...... OH NM" and he totally avoided the other question. we walked into the parking lot which led us to saying goodbye. I said good bye told him it was nice seeing him and I huged Him. as he was hugging me ever so tight he wispers in my ear "I...YOU!" i pull away and say HUH? look at him in the eyes and then... thats when we kissed... my heart was beating soo fast. i reply "I miss you." he lets go looks at me and hugs me. me:"what are you doing later?" him:" I don't know... not really much of anything?" me: "no plans at all? hugh... weird... I guess thats cool. Maybe I should stop by your house so we could talk." "do you need me to pick you up?" "oh no, I forgot to tell you I drive now. i got my licens 3 months ago. I was planing to call you up and tell you when i got it. but i figured that you might have been busy. oh yeah by the way hows work ?" "it good... Yeah you should stop by so" "Oh shoot" " what? " "my dad... hes pulling out. maybe i should go now." jeff ducks be hind a car holding my hand looks at me and say "I don't want you to leave yet. i miss you. call me later stop by?..." "yeah I will... i just gotta go and eat with the family and I'll be there after that YEAH?" he looks at me as he sits on the floor be hind the car and me squating infront of him. I lean in for a hug and he kisses me on the cheek. We say good bye...
and thats when I wake up.....

CRAZY!!!!!!! it got me all teary eyed. IT MAKES ME MISS HIM... but I'm just trying to get over it all....


eh...


whatever.

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