at random.

living it up.... trying to get past all the difference...and be happy with what i have... what i have lost and what i gained...

in reality i didn't lose anything I GAINED SOMETHING that can be sooo MUCH BETTER!

still in love with BOB... Can't change anything about that.. Like said before he will always be in my HEART =p... looking to the feature for more things

6 degrees of seperation

so like the past weekends i've been going out because you know i want to... and feel like it... and well..
i've been meeting tons of people... and well these people ask me about people if i know such and such and well I do...

talgang crazy...

so like speaking about meeting new people...

I met 3 people whom i found interust in...

oh yeah. thats all.

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seperated now... poss for later... peace easy BITCHES

family against the only girl and the youngest

HEY EJ...
FCUK YOU BITCH.... SOME BROTHER YOU ARE I didnt EVEN DO SHIT TO YOU I donnO WHY THE FCUK YOU ARE HELLA MAD AT ME.... SEEMS As THO THIS WHOLE FAMILY IS OUT TO GET ME.. OR ALWAYS PUTS THE BLAME ON ME AND SHIT... DANG WHAT THE FCUK IS THAT!!!???!!!

ITS STUPID BULLSHIT... thats what it is ALWAYS COMING UP WITH A LAME ASS EXCUSE AND SHIT.


HELLA GETS ME HEATED and ITS LIKE WHAT THE FCUK!

DAMN... I'm SOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW YOU DON'T KNOW



peoples these days






it so fcuking hard to get a hold of people now and days!!! its pisses the shit out of me and i just want to like kick some peoples ass just because they pissed me off!!! I donno I hate this FEELING...GRRR...




its like EVERYONE IS SAYINS FCUK ABEGAIL SHE ISNT WORTH A DAMN THING!!!

others before at LEAST YOU HAD DEDICATED PEOPLE...


SAME PEOPLE NOW ARE JUST TIRED!!!


FCUK DONT GIVE SHIT ABOUT ME KAY... DO ME THAT FAVOR AND SAY TO ME FCUK YOU I DONT CARE... DROP OUT OF MY COTILLION.... DO IT.... FCUK...


ALL THiS Shit AND FOR NOTHING!!! FCUK!!!!!

its the fact

there are still so may problems with us...

its the fact that you dont say anything back to me...
its the fact that... we cant even talk anymore...
its the fact that things went wrong...
its the fact that things are still iffy
its the fact that you made me the happiest person in the world
its the fact that you would always make me smile
its the fact that you did me that way
its the fact that Your hurt me
its the fact that you cared
its the fact that you dont care
its the fact that you were a major part of my life


its the fact that...
I STILL LOVE YOU

i dont like being here

I'm hella stuck on you....


GRRRR

WHY!!!!!

I'm getting all frustrated with myself because i still love you...

Do something.... Piss me off, i donno do something that'll make me hate you. THAT I dont want to talk to you anymore... then maybe I'll get over you.

I DONNO....

FCUK!!!!!

I DONT LIKE THIS.... I'm GOING CRAZY... and I think i'm MAKING YOU GO CRAZY.... MAN...

DUDE.... I'M HELLA STUCK ON YOU...

stuck on you I got this feel down deep in my soul that i just can't lose

boy i'm on my way...

I needed a friend and the way that I feel right now I guess i'll be with you till the end

boy i'm on my way...

Mighty GLAD YOU STAYED

Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry
My heart does the tango
With every little move you make
I love you like a mango
Wish we could make it every day
I want you to
Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry
Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry
My night would be so lonely…
Lonely If ever you should choose to go
I live just like a zombie
Zombie with very little love to show
I want you to
Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry
Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry
Who love you pretty baby
Whos going to help you thought the night
Who loves you pretty mama
Whos always there to make it right
Who love you
Who loves pretty baby
Whos gonna love you mama… baby drop
My heart does the tango
With e very little move you make
I love you like a mango
Wish we could make it every day
I want you to
Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry
Drop baby drop baby drop
Got to drop all your love on me
Drop baby drop baby drop
Drop cuz I’m hungry

GAHH....

crazy

So last night was... FREAKIN CRAZY!!!

nuff said...



peace easy..


peace difficult....


peace then...